I need that shot to enter my vein..

Have u ever feel like the world is closing its door on you? In other words, u feel so frustrated on something that u wanna give up? Well, I am sure most of us feel that way..It is just a matter of how long u feel that way. Majority of people only feel it temporarily but, to whoever feel that the the feeling is not temporary but, permanent..I suggest you talk to someone.U might be going through a depression (its not a good thing to have,people).
I feel that way sometimes & it is not permanent(thank god). There is one song that I listen & sing to when I feel that way & believe it or not, it kinda makes me feel better. I dunno y, probably when I sing that song, all my frustrations slip away..
Well,here's da song=

BROMPTON COCKTAIL



(Out of time...)
Doc, I'm dyin', I'm feeling compromised (feeling compromised)
and so dehumanized (so dehumanized!)
I lost my final fight to disease, I feel that this is where it ends
I need that shot to enter my vein
My Brompton Cocktail blend

’Cause I can't feel my face
I won't struggle long
In a world so cold
In a world so wrong

I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)
Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong

And I...
I'm tired, induced euphoria (induced euphoria)
to help me move along (help me move along!)
I wanna meet my maker in peace, I want to feel alive again
So put that smile back on my face and mix it strong my friend.

’Cause I can't feel my face
I won't struggle long
In a world so cold
In a world so wrong

I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)
Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong
And I take my life tonight ’cause I have the right to die how I wanna
and leave how I arrived, so alive

I believe my sins have been forgiven
and I believe my choice will save me from this life
please don't question why
my sins have been forgotten
I believe I'll find peace in afterlife
please don't question why
I left this way

’Cause I can't feel my face
I won't struggle long
In a world so cold
In a world so wrong

I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)
Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong
And I take my life tonight ’cause I have the right to die how I wanna
and leave how I arrived, so alive
(Alive)

*I am not encouraging anyone to commit suicide just, wanna introduce a song dat I thought might help release some steam.

Tag from a succesful businesswoman..

1.Adakah anda rasa HOT??
Yeah,its 33 degree celcius today..0_o

2.Upload wallpaper pc/laptop yg anda guna sekarang.

3.Cerita pasal gambar.
It is the anime characters that I am crazy bout at the moment..

4.Bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?
Last month.

5.Lagu terakhir anda dengar?
Scream-Avenged Sevenfold

6.Apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
Breathing in oxygen and breathing out carbon dioxide.

7.Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil apa?
Bfirst..duuh!

8.Tag lagi enam orang.
Syilah
Ayan
Najihah
Faiz
Zureen
Liyana

9.Hubungan dengan orang satu.
My best friend..(^_^)

10.Apa yang anda tahu mengenai orang dua
She's my cousin and a very good debater..

11.Jika diberi pilihan orang bernombor berapa boleh buat anda rasa bahagia?
ALL numbers.. ;)

12.Kenangan dengan orang lima.
The memorable study trip to Perak.. ;D

Let us go there..

I just realised after yesterday dat besides drugs & booze..
Karaoke can make u high too! (LOL)

*Btol x farahin & faiz?? Hahah~

Otaku nee..

As I said b4 in my older post..
U are never too old 4 cartoons and so, I spend my current free time by watching my anime DVDs collection.
I just loovveee anime. I have been watching anime since I was in kindergarten and I read my first manga when I was in primary school.
B4 I explain more, let me tell you wth is anime & manga=

Anime-Japanese animation
Manga-Comics that originated & drawn by Japanese artist

Btw,these are my own meanings/explanation. To understand more, just google them ok.

Anime is my fav becoz by watching them, I am able to get lost in their world and 4get bout my own world..even it is just 4 a moment. The drawings in the animation are superb and so does da seiyuu who do the characters voices.
Bcoz of anime & manga, I began to learn how to draw characters that resembles anime/manga & also started to learn and fall in love with japanese language. It has become my passion. U can say that I am becoming an otaku.
These are some of da anime DVDs collection that I have=

Cardcaptor Sakura


Fruits Basket


Jigoku Shoujo


Rurouni Kenshin

And I just love dis song from a certain anime..It sure brought back my childhood memories.. ;)

*I will always be an anime & manga fan till I die..

Heaven..

1. Put your music player on shuffle (ALL MUSIC).
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the game from.


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OK" YOU SAY:
Bounce-Timbaland feat. Dr.Dre,Missy & Justin Timberlake

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Critical Acclaim-Avenged Sevenfold (True)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Erti Kasih-Rem

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
How Can I Fall-Breath

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Realize-Colbie Caillat (Hmm..)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Forever-Papa Roach

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
I Dont Love You-My Chemical Romance (?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Matahari-Maya

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
I Never Told You What I Do For A Living-My Chemical Romance

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Soledad-Westlife (^_^)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Moonlight Densetsu-Kanako Oda (??)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
No One In The World-Anita Baker

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Take Me-Papa Roach

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Dont Trust Me-3OH!3 (Muahahaha)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Rock With You-Michael Jackson (Let us rock,yeah!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Girl Like Me-Skye Sweetnam

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Theme From Mission Impossible (Laughing hysterically)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Genie In A Bottle-Christina Aguilera

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Take Me Out-Franz Ferdinand

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
I Want My Innocence Back-Emilie Autumn (O_0)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Tu Amor-RBD (???)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Let It Go-Keyshia Cole feat.Missy Elliot

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
T.O.N.Y-Solange (???)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
I Have Nothing-Whitney Houston

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Camelia-Irwansyah

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Harder To Breath-Maroon 5

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Most Beautiful Girl In The World-Prince (:P)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Sleep-My Chemical Romance

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
The Addict-Papa Roach

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Heaven-Nu Flavor

Sape2 nak buat nie ambik jelah ek..
*Exam dah habis so,buat la nie.. ;P

Let us ponder..

*Exam,bleh x cpt abis??

Emergency Room..

There is this one drama series that I watch till today & it span till 15th seasons..
This drama won 23 Emmy Awards and received 124 Emmy nominations,the most of any television show in history..
This drama is very addictive,very real,very serious,at the same time humorous and also..touching.
Telling the lives of doctors in a hospital..their work,family,friendship,relationship..
Yup, u guess it rite..
It is 'ER'

My fav Doctors in the show..

In my country, they are currently showing the 8th season & I badly want to know the ending..
Y is the sudden post bout ER? Well..
Today, I just watched my fav character in the series died.
Yes, just bcoz of dat.
It was heart-wrenching 4 me when I watched it.
And of course, my fav character is Dr. Mark Greene.

The amazing Dr of all in the series..(my opinion btw)

I dunno y I like him..maybe bcoz of his attitude in da series or..maybe bcoz of his life with his family..
Or maybe..because 0f his father figure towards his daughters.
Yeah..maybe that.

I watched ER since I was in primary school(from my dad VCD collection) & somehow when u watch a drama series long enough..u tend to feel connected with da characters.
The problems they had, the emotions they felt & things they go through..
U can sometimes feel it.
Well, I felt it.

It is no wonder this drama got soo many Emmy awards.

-4 more info regarding this breath-taking series(literally),click here.-
*RIP Dr Mark Greene..