Innocence..

I met her again today..
I was shocked since she she told that she's never coming back but yet,there she is..
She smiled & said "Perhaps I have made a mistake by leaving you.."
She looked older..wiser..matured..
I told her, "No,it was a wise decision..Go back.."
She smiled again.
She said, "I can't,you know that.I have to stay..I am different now.I am no longer the same person I used to be.This is where I belong."
Eventhough I hated her anwser,I knew she was right.
Sensing my uneasiness,she continued,
"I have become more mellow..dun worry bout it.."
I sighed in defeat & she laughed softly..
I hated her laugh..full of joy as if she have no problems to think about..
Then,she continued again,

"After all,I am what makes you.Without me,you lose urself.."

With that last sentence,
she disappeared..